Respect

Respect
So amazing and so meaningful.
Left me healed  signed sealed and delevered.
Respect from the elderly woman.

She stopped me
Greet me politely
Her wise words of wisdom pre-heated my heart beat.
Her self expression
So touching
So magnifying.
Elderly respect to the young one my friend.

All the negative thoughts
I had flashed away
And I was left with positive mindset.
Oh! Feel so blessed.

I thank the woman who raised me,
She planted a fruitful seed in fertile soil.
Today am so fruitful
Fruity like tooti fruity.

She mensioned a word about my mother-in-law
Praised the home am coming from.
Praised the respect am covered by.
She touched my soul
Her voice so searching
Like soul searcher.

My grandmother
This is all your good work, if it was not for you.
I should have not be the tall tower that I am today.
So disciplined and matured at early age.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Cheating

It's so easy
Like making sandwich
without wishing.
But pushing without powers of as you feel so weak.
With the beauty you like
That makes you feel so mmmhmm! Without having to touch it.

Your imaginations
Have image of you touching that curvey body, kissing juicy lips
Boobs so boom!like balloon like ballon dor
Of CR7 made out of ballon in salon.

Touching
Feeling
Sweating
Over each other's body.
Sweet name goes like

Honey
Bubbly
Bubble
Nibbles
Munchy
Chrunchy
As you feel so  scratchy.

So sweet enjoying
What doesn't belongs to you. Promises and day dreams that keeps on changing your mind.
But why we do this to our loved ones? But why?

Perfumme that make you feel so dizzy
Wizzy like pizzy.
Oh cheating enemy of all victims even you and I my dearest friend.
But why this? But why?

Our hearts so melting
Our hearts so swelling
As dwelling in Swellendum that have no memorandum.
Sweating like bodies nobody for somebody
But only home and human dead bodies.
Death and depression
Caused by you.
Lose of lives
Self praising and you don't need to practising to take another step forward. But one day is one day.

I'll hold you tight
In a manner that you never breathe
But die in my hands
I swear as I sweat over you.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Confidence

Have abandoned me
Have left me naked
With naked minds
As my mindset stripped
Confidence confidence have abandoned me.

So easily
Like misery
Am miserable so easily
Trying to digest
No digestion taking place
Confidence gone so soon like empty spoon,
That was full before visiting the inner place called mouth.
Confidence gone too soon my friend.

I tried to convince Vince
but no evidence of conversations between Vince and I
No confidence
That resulted in lack of commitment as an evidence of flashed away confidence my friend.

Infiltration of dirty air
smelling seeds of weed
Drugged oxygen
Oxygenated from hypertension of human sizzling distruction.
No confidence but carelessness with life
As they living their lives
with lies full of flies flying high.
Gone is self respect resulted in lose of self confidence my friend.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

How do I call him dad?

When he makes my world crawl and scrolls
Back to evil.
When he turns my butter
to bitter.
How do I call him daddy?

He just turned my life
back to square one
Back to the misery
I experienced back in those days.
How do I call him daddy?

Where everything seemed impossible and world turned against me.
Almost losing my life
to these vulnerable valtures of dark forest
Thats smelling seeds of dirty deeds indeed.
How do I call him daddy?

Getting things was like getting Xmas once in a year. As he took his time to deliver in time.
Now he's to proud of well educated son, that je never truly support throughout this lifetime journey. How do I call him daddy?

Gone are those days
where you made a yoh! yoh! like a bounce ball.
Gone are those days when I could stand for my own and deliver for myself. Today I am a man of my words
Man of my own.
How do I call him daddy?

My grandmother
Made me believe
She made me stronger
As I was weak
Appeared when I lost hope and smelling death
under the shadow of death. She made me
She built me
She produced a man.
Am man that I am proud to call Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya.

Through sorrows and shame
Through sores stored in sails of pain in Spain.
Through heavyweight spells and sores of life.
I am still alive.
How do I call him daddy?
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Mom

How do u recall
The day you met my father?
The time you met each other.
Falling for each other
Catching each other
As you were falling inlove
Like teenagers in new love story
You both new comers
Wearing camourflash
With flashy silky sneakers
As you were sneaking around without wonders no wonder.
Where is the love you promised each other about?
The only thing you could see is the kids you have as the witness of your doomed love that fell apart.
My little brother and sister cried all day long
Mummy daddy
And the was no answer
As you were busy with war of your love affection
Affacted us so bad
In a manner that we lost both of you in our sight.
Oh really oh really
This life is a train smash
This life is waste
This life is a curse
I regret the day you both fell inlove
The day you brought us in this crazy world
Your sins and actions
Are all over our territory
We smuggling your dirty deeds like the wind in Bay in Mossel bay.
Life will never be the same we suffer the concenquences of your sins and and doing.
Oh jeez I give up
I cant leave with this pain
Can't bare these sorrows and shame.
Oh life oh life

By Bulelani

Women

I've seen women
Grew up with
I was raised by a women
I was in a women's womb for nine months
Oh what a heaven.
Woman so amazing
So loving
So caring
Curvy
And sweet
Like a candy
Nor jelly tots.
A women
The reciever
The magnifier
Like amplifier
I seen them
Dated them
So loving and caring
So protective
And protecting.
A women that
Wiped my tears
When I was crying
Dressing and feeding me
Picked me up
When I was tripping
And falling
Calling her when things
Went other way
Instead of my way
I liked it my way bae.
No one like a women
When saddnes strikes
She's there to remove it
When pain fumes
She's there to infiltrate them.
So amazing and sweet
Am telling you my sweetness.
Nothing like a women.
Nothing like a women.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

I've seen
Unseen lifetime events
Spoke unspoken words
Released undisputed actions in factory of untoungable stories.
I've seen them.

I've touched many souls
Walk with them
Fell inlove with them
Lifted them higher
With their desire
This is my desire
I've seen this beauty
Beauty of unshakable world of wonders my friend.

I've been walking
I've been talking
I've been touching
I've been blessing
I've done all those
All in memories
Of soul searching books.

I've seen this world
I've seen that world
I've been in this world
I've seen the other world
And I've been in that world, worldwide my friend. Worldwide my brothers and sisters.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Twinkle twinkle
The little star
In the beautiful morning.
Singing mockingbirds
And greener vegetation
Beautiful morning with flowless sunshine.

Sunrises
And the sun raises
Spread all over my happiness tray
All I see is brighter
And brightness of the beautiful Saturday.

Surfers and sailors
Retailer with trailers
Full of goodies
And singers
With melodies
In Mamelodi my darlings.

Sounds of heaven
So sweet and inviting
Like humming birds
In this beautiful song.
Nature is amazing.
Ain't you amazed?

Smiles of my people
And brightness of the white teeth,
Whitten up my space
Nor beautiful land
Beauty on thier faces
Reflects beauty of this nation with pride my friend.

Singing birds
Producing beautiful song
As am playing my song.
River flows
Without over flowing
On shores out stores
Along the edges of lagoon sellers and resellers and dwellers
Fellows from Filo's.
Beautiful nature.

Roses so beautiful
And human so lovely.
Early birds breaking the fast, that produces breakfast in this morning.
Beauty of nature appears
Nothing disappear.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

I am a sinner

I am a sinner
even though
am not a sinner by birth.
I am standing in front
of the almighty
admitting my sins
asking for forgiveness
the pains I caused to my people
the girls I've dated
My family
my siblings
for being so ignorant
and heartless.
The blood through my veins
is so not chilled
and not running normally.
I know many will judge me but
reality and truth is served.
It's never to late to make peace
Inner peace and the rest will follow.
I stood up on my own
and said now it's time to make a change before life
does it for me.
While you hurting others and by being heartless,
all things seems so easy and cool.
but remember judgement day
where you'll be answering lifetime questions.
To all the fellow brothers and sisters living in this crazy world.
Please let's be a change and be one.
I know it won't come to our minds at the same time
But all we will reach that stage and you'll feel blessed.
after you find inner peace and peace for others.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

What is a family?

A family that can't support you when you have dry pockets
and bank account
counting zero rands.
What is a family?

When the month is approaching its due
nor expire date.
They are so close
you can't even breath well, as they all over you with smsez, whatsapp text, please call me and missed calls.
What is a family?

You may feel their presents when there is moola,
Feel their existence because the bank account is smelling moola.
Shining like a gold
Like a City of Gold
Whatbis family?

My words may sound hash and pushing
but I produce unspoken truth with my unspoken words well.
What is family?

I find myself lost
In the darkest mist
having no wish to meet family.
End up being alone at no man's land
As I feel lonely like Akon singing Mr lonely.
What is family?

My words are hard
Solid as sedimentary rocks
Nor igneous rocks.
But producing the unspoken truth
What is family?

By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya

Gone are those day.

When we use to work together, togetherness
Like together
from ghetto.
Oh gone are those days.

When we use to remove all the lonely timea
Nor night under the daylight and moonlight.
Gone are those days.

Depression
Was kicked by
first impression
With no intention.
Suspended by suspension of human attention.
Gone are those days.
Days of happiness
my friend.

Now hearts are melting
Like a snow in the forest.
I feel the pain in distance
looming to overcome myself with depression.
Gone are those days.
Days of hapiness
my friend.

I may be so emotional
with lack of self-defense
As I feel these pains
nor shaken by these pain.
Gone are those days
Days of happiness.
my friend.

These days
Are like suicidal days
In hailing these pains
Like T pain I'm shame
feeling these pain.
Gone are those days
of happiness my friend.

By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya

Today
Today am being surprised,
Surprised when I look where am coming from.
Seeing all the things
I passed to be where I am today.
Life life life.

It feels like a dream
a dream of an angel
in new Jesrusalem
The lighted house
with millions of households if not billions.

When I remember
Breathing heavy
on the misty streets
With not direction.
As I was lost on those filthy streets of people
with broken dreams.
But I manage to escape
with this Cape
From Eastern Cape valley.
Today am surprised when I look back.
Enjoying the fruits of today smiling along as i'm walking along.
Today lord am surprised

I manage to escape the part of the dry valley of death
Nor shall I say valley of hunger in Hungary land?
Today am surprised.

You saved my soul lord
When I was alone with lions of hell
When I was left alone in the dark valley of death.
Oh lord you saved my soul.

That's why I worship you
Lifting your name higher and higher with my last powers and desire.
Today am surprised when I look back
My background.

By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya

It is well in my soul

All is well
well with no complain
In motherwell my soul.
It is well ,
It is well in my soul.

Well enough
to shine as the sunrises
on the East valley
In this winter zinger valley.
Overflowing mist
of shame in life time
Journey full of dirty
filthy deadly deeds.
It is well in my soul.

My soul may feel
so not relaxed
Feel so pressurised
Feel so pushed away
In the bushes
full of brushed
aside souls.
But it is well in my soul

I may be surrounded
by soul searchers
The jackals of life
Trying to chew my lifestyle.
It is well in my soul.

Well enough
Enough to enlighten
my sorrows and shame
To remove the baggage
on my shoulders.
It is well in my soul.

By Bulelani happyboy

I choose you

There are thousands
Nor millions of  man in this crazy world.
Some promised with world, as am a flower in the Eden garden.
But I choose you.

Promises
Proposal
In their premises
No approval
As I turned them down
Downtown to chose you.
I choose you.

Wealthy man
Beauty of the beast
In the belly of the beast.
Never changed my mind
With their naked minds
I choose you.

You alone
To be mine alone
So that we can ride along
My Prince.
Love don't cost a thing
I choose you.

Not your wealth
What you have,
But you as you are
Please don't wonder why?
I choose you

By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya

Don't leave me

Oh! please
Oh! please
Oh! Baby please
Don't leave me,
don't leave me
My heart is left in your chest, like a cheddar cheese baught by Chester at the city of Manchester.
Nor Manchester city.

Its a pitty I can't
Remove all the past
Experience we've experienced in the past
As we were passing
Along the post office street.
Don't leave
My heart is in your chest.

Like a postman
Passing  the post
To the postee
We move along
So long in this life journey full of jewellery
Of melted iced blood
On the street of dirty deeds in the misty morning.
Of Smutville
Where we hide our heads
Over head like Knysna Heads overheard.
Don't leave me.
my heart is in your Chest, chester
Like cheddar cheese chanderpaul.

I'll pick up all the
intoungable
farway dreams,
Like a fragrance of farway perfume.
Perfume that makes
you fall in love again.
Don't leave me.
My heart is in your chest.

By Bulelani Mbanya

Dirty deeds

If I knew
I wouldn't have
put myself into you
Nor shall i say into this whole thing.
I didn't know.

Prepared my mother's
burial with money
that I didn't know where
its coming from.
Burring my mother
with the dirty money
of dirty deeds, smelling seeds of weed.

You made me
By seducing me
to fall in love
Nor to make love with you,
but you knew the truth
that it wasn't love
Because you wanted favours in return
by killing your man.

You deposited the money
into my account
I didn't knew
I wish I knew.
I was fooled by your seduction as you were acting son into me.
I wish I knew.

Thoughts of myself
that I couldn't remove
as I thought the money
was the results of my prayers, as I prayed to God to burry my mom with dignity.
I wish i knew.

Rich people use money as their powers.
Its true what they say.
"Money is power"
But all I know money can't buy you happiness
sweetness.
I wish knew
Before I put myself into this suicidal.
I wish I knew.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

NOKHANYO THE MOTHER..

through sorrows
Sorrows and shame
Through the darkest hours, through valley of doubts of naked child's future. Through my heavy times where I could smell death. When I lost hopes
Hopes of whether am dead or alive.

You gave me strength
You gave me love
You cared about me
You made me your child
Feeding me
And dressing me
A motherly blessed heart

I don't know how to thank  you mama. You were there for me
Still here for me
Believing in me
The life you have me
That made me reshuffle my dreams as I was having broken strings
You fixed them
So that they can produce a beautiful song

A well shaped future
better tomorrow
and removal of doubts in my future.
You are everything that my heart desire.

I am crying
Crying non stop
as i dont know
dont know how to thank you mama.
I thank God for blessing me, by giving such a mother (Nokhanyo)

My tears is a symbol
Of love and not
Symbol of hopes and better tomorrow
Well shaped and prepared for better things. Love you mama.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Silent treatment

The deadliest weapon
With Strongest instincts
No hesitation
When about to
caurse nor commit
ommission.

In deadliest manner
To ruin someone's
attention of the day
Killing mockingbird's
Lovely beautiful spirit
With no shame

Am ashamed
Ashamed of this
silent treatment
That you giving me
Silent treatment.

I find myself
falling like a drunken
Unspoken words master
Nor the king Panda
From the land of Banda.
Silent treatment of evil instinct.

With no human dimension,
You took away
my attention
And satisfy your
own satisfaction.
Silent treatment
You better watch what you doing to me.

I didn't see this coming
You caught me
caught me of gurt
And now am wondering
As you left me with this pain of wonder
no wonder I can't go outside and see people
Unable to look at the mirror to see my ill-treated face.

How could you do this to me?
I might say I forget
Say I forget to give you love again.
Will you let me talk to you? Just for a minute or 2?
Can you feel my pain?
As am struggling on this
road alone nor shall I say life time journey?
But all is well
A broken heart will mend.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

You are so beautiful
I can't take that awa from you, I decided to complement you
As you so sturning
Like a beautiful sunrises
In the beautiful morning
Nor shall I say gorgeous
Morning of sensational fragrance of the white rose.

Seeing a beautiful smile
On that well shaped face
Dimples that can restore the love waters
I could drink in the valley foo love belly jelly.
As R Kelly sings
The song if I could turn back.
Do you feel that song as am playing it
And singing along
For so  long as am no more for sure.

Beauty that took
My attention
And satisfy the white rose fragrance.
You are beautiful
I can't take that away from you white rose
Nor black rose.

Seeing a beauty
That reflects the
Puffs and make up
Like a melted butter.
Beauty beauty beauty
As you so beautiful.
I couldn't stand
But resist as I saw your beauty, of a rose.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

The wake of death

I may fall
Many time than I could even remember.
Trip trap
Like a famous
Young star Akim
Singing trip trap
On Empire the series
On E T.V.
Am rising
Rising like wake of death.

Am tripping
Tripping and falling
They tried to kill me
By food poisoning
But I survived,
Wake of death.

Am alive
Alive after seviour storms
That strikes like a thunder storm
And leave my people and loved ones wonder in wonder land no wonder.
Wake of death
As i wake on death.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

I express
My inner feelings
Not trying to
Depress my oppression
Nor self impression

Without expecting
Any expectations
From any spectacular
Spectators of human
Dimension.

Like river meander
I have so many curves
That will hurt a soft built inner hurt of human attraction.

In this life
There is no gain
when there is no pain.
It may sound awful
But reality served.

I am soft
I am easy
I am weak emotionally
I am writing
Without offending
Without ending
As am sending
These words
Nor unspoken words.
La Poetica is my name
Of unspoken words.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Life have been so hard for me. Hard in manner that felt so heart broken
Many times than I could even remember.
Life have been so hard.

Breath taking
was like smuggling
dirty air of this crazy world, sins and destruction never mension instructions
Of human dimensions
That led to clash of Titans as I was struggling to survive
In the survivor life lessons. Oh life have been so hard for me.

So hard in a manner
That I almost gave up
As i was struggling to stand still like iron still.
But life will never be the same. Life have been so hard.

Human resistance
Was the most devastating life time pain
As i suffered in this life time journey. Life have been so hard.

I remember the day
I tested the poison
That wanted to take my soul away from me
Soul that I'm given by the living God the almighty.
Life have been so hard.

Today am trying
Trying to stand still
For my better tomorrow
Nor my destiny
And I see all the solid rocks, nor stones they throwing at me
Life have been so hard

I will take all those
Solid stones
Solid rocks
To build my future
As God send me to this world to live and survive.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

They complain
Complain about love.
Love is there
But there is no more
People with love.
Love is there.
No more people.

I saw young people
With broken dreams
Their minds
Everywhere
As they blown away
By dirty deeds
And lies that binds.

Tripping
And falling
Fainting
And faiding
Away, away and far away
Life is bigger than them.
No more people with love.

Convising
Perusing
Trying to lure
The second person to fall in love with.
But knowing that there isn't love there.
Sleeping around with different  partners
As life tripping
Thinking that you fooling around playing other's feeling.
No more people
But love is there.

Today's people just wanna be there for the sake of presents not love
Be there for the sake of benefit as they becoming beneficiaries.
No more people
But love is there.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Naughty
Naughtilicious
Like a queen
Of Mauritius
Naughty
My naughtilious Rose.

Naughty smile
Naughty laughter
Naughty moves
Naughty motives
Nor naughty instinct
That's my naughty rose.

But clarity
Maturity
Humanity
Dignify
They all symbol
Of lover.
The naughtilious .

Her smile of a rose
In summer time
Nor spring time
As it excalarating
And producing fragrance
Isensial and sensational
Naughtilicious Rosemanity
Of humanity.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Life is a journey

Life is a journey to many
People and things out there
May try and shake you
Never be ashamed
To stand still
Coz u not nanny's
Not daddy's jelly.
Life is a journey to many

If you meet the dirty
Polluted air to smuggle
And and people
Having to offer
You polluted water
As you feel thirsty
Never drink,
That's a test of life
Am telling you
My sister.
Life is a journey to many.

Wind may blow
Heavly
Remember they are
Not heavenly sent
Just bow down and worship
The man above
He's  the answer trust me.
Life is a journey to many
My sister am telling you.

by Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Sweet and dope
with lots of hopes
as am not a cope
like followers of COPE
Because am dope
Do you feel me phof?

Am playing with words
As am chewing
These words
Like bubblegum
Fitting in my gums
Remember it's bubblegum
With a capital GUM.

The word chewer
That named as a
Results of bubblegum
Not words express
Championship
Of #Unspoken
Am the champion
In this game
Nor compatrion
The word chewer.
Like a bubblegum
I may chew these words
And swallow
The unspoken taste
Of unspoken words.
Click click bang with a #hashtag bang.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Dankie nhanha.
This talent is hidden
In the streams of dark red and black massive aggressive behavior of forest  mist
That makes
My people
At Nqobokeni
Stuck in the mist.

With my fiest
I punch this beast
Shaded by this
Dark forest view mist.
Without wish
In Irish
I remove dirty wishes
Of these witches
With soulful spirits
Can you make one wish?

Oh no lord
Of Irish
I wish
Like R Kelly
Singing I wish.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Those memories shall be abolished
And polished
With no
Offence
I release
Those locked
Memories
Of time
Structured
Within time frame
As I remove
The the pains
That broker into
Deadlock
By birth I was
Introduced in
This crazy world
With a vision
As I visualized
All the darkest
Sorrows and shame
While my mother
Was holding on
As I was kicking
Moving and crying
In her tummy
Oh mummy
Released me in those
Pain I used to inhail
And smuggle the struggle of time frame
With no bail
On the game
Played with the pain.
I released those memories of time.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Forgive and forget
Even though
Forgiveness
Is not an eraser
But I forgive you
And believing
You'll stay blessed
Not messed up
With lots of regrets
And negetive thoughts
Please don't regret
With immediate
Effect all shall rest
Demolished
Vanished
And vandalised.
Forgive and forget
That's the pain
I released mission
Accomplished as we speak I release this pain
Forgive and forget.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

I am a lier not a lover.
Even though God
Blessed me with many talents, but my instinct
Is of a ripper
Nor snatcher
Am a lier
Not a lover.

By birth
Am blessed with
Many talents
Blessed with words
Nor unspoken words
That touches many souls.
Oh am a lier
Not a lover
By birth trust me.

It took me seconds
To rip your mind
Nor naked mind
With my unspoken words
Lord forgive me
Am a lier
Not a lover by birth.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Lies

Lies that stole
My other half
Lies that
Took away my lover
Lies that binds.
Oh lord oh lies!!!

It felt worth it
As I lied several times
Convincing her to be mine, me alone.
Oh lord, lies that binds.

I promised to love you
Promised to protect you
Promised to adore you
Promised to treat you like a queen Queency in Persia.
Oh lies that binds
Flashed all the promises down the drains and left us drained.
Lies that binds.

Ended up living with
Wicked naked mind
Playful thought
In the black dark mist
Of evil spirits
Mounting up on my poor soul.
Lies that binds.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Youth day

It's a day
Not just a day
But in remembrance
Of all the young leaders
Who lost their lives
Fighting for their rights.
Youth day youth day.

Brutally killed
During apartheid era
By those so called policies
And soldiers
Who were judging
Our people by colour
Separating them by race
Oh young people lost
Their lives.
It's a youth day youth day. I'm remembrance of the our young people who were brutally killed.

Their boddies were all over the streets,
Like thrash on dumping site all over.
Blood streams
Like river meander
On the road all over.
Young people dead bodies all over the place like dead dogs
As they were killed
Like stray dogs
By the so called
Doomed soldiers and polices of doomed kingdom.

Where was humanity
In human nation?
Oh lord save their souls
In beautiful heaven.
Youth day, youth day.

There were times
I found myself crying
Watching young people
Brutally killed by these
Crocodiles nor predators
Oh our people were killed
And smashed like mash potatoes.

I see the youth
Drinking non stop
Trying to remove this pain
As they can't bare
Living with this pain
Nor facing this pain.
Oh lord save those poor souls as they were brutally killed
Fighting for better tomorrow.
It's a youth day, youth day .

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Love

It takes
A solid
Nor shall
I say hard
Nor dedicated
And well built
Inner heart
To produce
A real love
Of affection and attention.

When thought
That found love
And love finds you
There always be
Common nor minner
Destruction.
That cause havoc.

Love doesn't hurt
Love doesn't ask why
Love doesn't humiliate
Love doesn't hurt
Only people hurt each other, and end up blaming poor love.

Love is deep
Intense feeling
Of affection.
That joins two heart
Hearts that
Always find their
Ways to get together
And resolve each other
Issues when there is fallen dreams and hopes.

Love is pure
Love is blind
Love is standing still
And waiting for two
Tender hearts of well groomed people destined
To be comforted by one
Another.

The sooner,
The shorter.
The longer ,
The better.
Love will always be pure.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Little old lady

She kept you
Nine months
In her tummy.
Holding on through
Sorrows and shame
Under those
Weatherly conditions
Of pains and shame.
But you thank her
Like a peace of thrash.
Does she deserve this?

It took her lifetime
To raise you,
Feeding you
And dressing you
But all you could
Do is to thank her by hurting, name calling
As she couldn't move
And hear your insults.

With no shame
You eat her money
Chewing her food
Enjoying goodies
With girls,
Badging and
Entertaining young
Ladies with
The little old lady 's money.
Trying to satisfy
Loose women satisfaction.
Oh what have she done?
The little old lady.

She turned to be ATM
As your so called girlfriend became monster into your love life journey.
False accusation that completed the uncomblished mission
With omission.
Oh lord save her soul
The little old lady.

She gave you money
To pay her bills
And policies,
But all you could do
Was to entertain
The girls with broken
Dreams, hopes and their tomorrow hanging on shame.
The little old lady.

I may release this pain
As my tears dropping
And falling as am struggling to stand
Nor shall I say
As  i struggle resisting
Like igneous rock
Nor sedimentary rocks
Of the mount Everest.
The little old lady.

Her death was not a surprise, as God saw her
Struggle and pain that you coursed to her.
The pain that she have been through.
The little old lady

Now you left alone
At no man's land
Wondering where to go
As so called girlfriend left you alone.
The journey of your life have began
Sorry is song
As you apologise
On the little old lady's grave.
Can you feel the pain that she felt while she was alive?
Now life is a train smash
Like a mash potatoes.
The little old lady.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Can you feel
this pain
As am struggling
Smuggling the smell
Of this painful
Pain.
Like anadine
Am stronger
Than
Pain oh hey
Forgive my sins

I struggle
And smuggle
This pain
Like T pain
In jail
Feeling lonely pain
Like anadine
Am stronger
Than pain.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

It's a brand new day
I keep on telling
Myself that am a soldier
Soldier in the army
Am safe from the warm
Not like soldiers
Of doomed kingdom
Am a soldier.

No matter how
Is the situation
No matter
How's the matter
It doesn't matter
Am a soldier.

Soldier with a touch
Not just touch
But sophisticated touch
That leaves no evidence.
Am a soldier.

I stand against wars
Stand against
Lion's roars
Stand against
Human evil spirits
Stand against devil
Evil spirits.
Am a soldier
Like a soldier
In the army
Am safe from the war.

The fighter
The provider
The survivor
The conquorer
Am a soldier
In this crazy world.
In this life journey.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Like tears

like tears I was born
falling more times than
I could even remember.
creating lifetime path on
human face.

when broken heart
reacts, you see lots of me
coming out like water running on
river streams flowing into downward direction
with force of affection of human dimensional  feeling.

like tears I was born
you see drop of me
whether am happy or sad,
funny or fuss like R200 note
like tears I was born.
(Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya)

Coming home again...
 Am going back to where I belong
For so long.
Don't know for how long
If it will last for as long as it still alive.

Have you thought of it alone?
For so long? when you walk along?
I may not be long with wordz bt the meaning is long,
like long life.

Am all alone
at Afrozone
singing along
for so long. listening to
Macheal Jackson
you're not alone
home alone.
you don't have to be alone like Liquideep
singing the song, when they playing my song.

LOVE OF AFFECTION     (by Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya)

My heart bones are crashed
My heart bones are smashed
My heart is swelling
and my heart is ripped

Summer splash
has come with
Summer smash.
And my heart is ripped.

I feel like, I'm drowning in the ocean
called Atlantic ocean.
Without motion
because I'm black motion
And my heart is swelling.

My heart have fallen
since my big tree have fallen.
Smashed like mash potatoes
Shall I eat mashmellows?
My heart bones are smashed.

When I move
it resist with a move
coz my heart exist.
I may feel the pain
and be in pains
but my heart will go on.

WHAT WENT WRONG

You think of him while you with me
Think of him while you inlove with me
Think of him while you all over me
Still think of him while you kissing me

I wish I could see a falling star
so that I can make a wish.
To punch this mist with my fist.
My wish will come from Irish
That's my wish.

Sweet my black rose
Black Rose of Persia
Personification
Defines inner heart
Inner heart that
Defines abilities
Of black rose mobility
Affection attention
Associated with common
Communication,
Draws structural
Of black women independency and neutral
Transparency of human work rate.
Delicious words as Sunday meal
I would prefer
Eating and enjoying it
On daily basis
Like our father's daily bread in our prayers
Of milestone of life time journey. The words
May not be enough to describe your abilities and professionalism of maturity but the inner heart
Nor tender heart expresses all the hidden meaning of humanity.

 Bulelani Happyboy pogba Mbanya

Ndonile baba

Ndonile baba
andilalelanga umthetho wakho
ndixolele, ndonile baba.
inene ndingumoni phambikwakho.
Ndixolele baba.

There comes a time
a time where my sins
will be the reason for my downfall
downfall with lots of havoc
that will cause a mysterious disaster

There comes a time
a time where I will be tired
tired without doing anything
anything that will turn up to
be something heavenly sent
through sorrows and shame
that I have been through.

Ndonile baba
ndonile baba
Ndixolele

#pogba10

My tears
Have been whipped away
My sorrows and shame
Have been removed
My sins have been forgiven

As I stack in a place
Where I don't belong.
No one deserve to be in there. Sin is a sin no matter how small it is,
It's still a sin.

My eyes were opened
Throughout the night
As darkest hour was just beginning. The only thing in mind was mom and dad.

I was so lost in the mist
That smells valley of death.
Paying for the sin I never commit. I work daily on the dirty streets with criminals.
I serve the sin of shadow of sorrows and shame.

Being at no man's land
Not able to even blink
No smile no wink
All negative thoughts
Throughout the night
Lesson learnt.

I believe this was the learning curve of century
I am the sun of God
Believe me am
Chewing words like bubblegum.
Am serving leaving God
Pain will strike
Thunderstorm will strike
And darkness of evil wi strike.

Amen
#pogba10

sweet as you satisfying as chocolate
like a latte I wanna lavante
montana berry like helley berry chewing strawberry
with merry oh don't forget
ketty Perry.

you took away my satisfaction
and satisfy your own satisfaction without mentioned I putt forward my attention to attend your intentions. immediately I melt like a snow as walk along trying you to figure it out what I saw the beauty I saw on you.

smile was the leader of love affection as I fell attached with immediate effect of human feeling.

sweet sweet sweet

from Bulelani Happyboy pogba

Abortion abortion abortion you like a portion.
You stole my seeds I planted in fertile soil.
The beauty of my inner heart is there flashed away in a drain you have some nerve vein?
Do you think twice before being a final product?
Abortion abortion.

Where is my children?
all my children.
Where is humanity?
You are the thief of human
a killer, reeper a snatcher.
Abortion abortion I hate you.

Nobody's perfect,
not even me and you,
so I'm sorry for that took
and I'm sorry for everything but ...

Please forgive me.
We can change things back to normal.
I'm sorry if this is not what you want,
But it's the only thing I can think of.

#pogba10

Sunday afternoon (home alone)

It's a Sunday afternoon
at Afrozone
Home alone,
at Afrovibe. No friend zone
as am struggling to survive the
loneliness of afrolone.

I smell and smuggle the struggle
the situation of being alone.
Trying to mix up my own unspoken
words to produce a song that brings
a lovely little friendzone.

I sing along with artist on Youtube
As they trying to keep me going on one of the lonely days.
thought of playing Akon singing Mr lonely,
forgetting the fact that am not alone.
But my buddy shadow fade away as am not moving around nor up and down.

I started to dance alone the next thing
I could see next to me was my shadow
dancing with me.
I played Luther Vandros "dance with my father
as my shadow dance with me.

I kicked away loneliness as we speak
am sweating and feeling like am with my buddy
nor my sunny, cause of my shadow buddy.
Sweet my shadow sunny for perfect time sunny.
looking at you smilling next to me makes me feel
alive and knowing that you never runaway but hide somewhere
when am in dark places where I don't belong,
bring smile and joy in my heart buddy salute sunny.

#pogba10

Luyini na uthando?

Thando uthe kum
usisihlobo sam sokwenene
ndathatheka yintsingiselo yakho.
Ntsingiselo leyo ithe thanana.
cosololo, yini Thando wandithatha
nam ndathatheka.

Andalandula,
andabuza mibuzo bubuhle bakho.
Oh wena thando ingaba wawuvelaphi?
uthe kum wokuqhamisa iziqhamo zanaphakade
woku ndenza ndisale ndincume okwe langa lohlobo.
Thando yini na sihlobo.

Thando undijikele
thando ubundithandile
Luphi na olothando lwakho
luncosololo?
ndiziva ndibuthathaka, ndizele intloni
xa ndifuna ukubamba.

Uyophule eyam intliziyo
uyishicilele eyam imizwa
ndisele ndindodwa namhlanje.
Izihlobo zam nezalamane zindifulathele
kuba ndabhabha nawe ndalibala ngazo.
Uthando endinalo lumasikizi kwaye lutshaba lwam.

Wena Thando ndiyakuhlonipha
wena Thando ndiyazidela kuwe
undishiye ndindodwa
wandisezela imimoya yemarhamncwa omphefumlo
inene wena Thando undahlukanise nesiziba sobomi
obungunaphakade. Washiya umqwebedu onganasizi
oyidla inkawu ilila, engavasizi sisikhalo esimasikizi kulomasikizi.

#pogba10 ezam zimhlophe zibanzi kwaye zincosololo

You took away all my attention to satisfy your own satisfaction, and now what this tention for?

coz u left with no intentions now am emotionally affected with this tension I don't wnt to mention the pains that am going through with this tension btwn us,

you left me wthout mentioning any suspension now am all alone at no man's land affected by this tension btwn us. I dnt wana mention any omission tht will lead to lyf time tension.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Nyawo zam ndithwale

Ndithwale undise phesheya
ngaphesheya apho
ndakuthi ndifumane ukuthula.
Phesheya kweNciba
basale benyiba.
Ndithwale nyawo zam.

Bayandinyibela
abanyibeli,
ngeminwe emide
ngemilomo ukupepeza
abapepeshi ukupapasha
bexel' amapephandaba
Oh khandithwale nyawo zam.

Umntwan' oMsuthu bamenzile
Udubase ukumtyibela.
Ewe ndizindaba kwesisithili
sase Smutsville ngokwenziwa.
Ngenyawo ndiyanyawuka
ndicothoza ukunyathela.
Ndithwale nyawo zam
Ndithwale nto yakuthi.

Ewe ndahlukile
ndigqamile
emadlelweni ezitiya
zodlame nobudlobongela
isono sam kukulunga
nokuthanda abantu
Nyawo zam ndithwale

Sekwanele
watsho no  Ringo Madlingozi
imvumi evunyiweyo
yaseMzantsi Afrika.
Ndanele kukumamela
nokunyamezela into engenasiphelo.
Yiiyo lonto ndisithi,
Ndithwale nyawo zam
Ndithwale.

By Bulelani Happy Mbanya

Imbongi

Andibhongi
ndiyabonga
umbongo
ewe Bonakele sisi
ndiyabonga,
Hayi ukubhonga ntwazana
undivisise mfondini.

umbongo
onencasa
nanko ke umachasana
esahluleka ukukuwucha
yincasa encosololo
ndiyabonga,
ngombongo
hayi ukubhonga mfondini.

Athini amabhongisa
Bongiswa ntwaza
hayi wena bonga mfondini.
Ubonge ubonge nabangasekho
ubatyibela ngamabala ayokozelayo
zimbasa zobuhle nobulumko mfondini.
Ndiyabonga,
hayi ukubhonga mfondini.

Sekufanele ubonge
baba ndiyabonga
kubongeke kulo Bongekile
zabondwa ngomabondwana
zintwazana, emaBongweni mfondini.
Ndiyabonga
hayi ukubhonga mfondini.

By Bulelani Happy Mbanya

U won't understand but I can't blame you. It's started as a joke
As we didn't know
That it will
Come to this.

The  nigga beating
A women is not on
Seeing a guy beating women, felt like the women is helpless
I know am not a starring
But I couldn't stand
As resist like sedimentary nor
Igneous rock

He pulled her
He slapped her
Strike twice with slap
That sounded as a shock
On my peaceful ears
It's not right
I know myself
As I suffered from
Doing such thing
To a powerless
Hopeless women.

I don't want to see
Such things happening
Because it hurts
And create anger
On the suffering victims
It's not right at all.

Immediately I jump
Into her defence
And calm the situation
Down trying to explain
Myself even though
He couldn't understand
It's not right.

Pushing
And pulling
Going everywhere
That led to clash of Titans as I came
Into her defence.

Remember blood
Is thicker than water.
I have a sister
I couldn't remain
Calm as the situation
Progress into
A bad situation
It wasn't right
That's why I beat him up.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Is it alright to cry?

It came as a dream
i felt the tears on my pillor
Oh am i crying or what?
tears on my pillor i wonder.
It's alright to cry?

I stood still
and stare on my mirror
those tear drops
have made farrow
nor rows of rails
on my soft face
It's alright to cry?

My face have developed
the rails of sweet and sour tear
of joy, sorrows and shame
at the same time.
can you imagine?
It's alright to cry?

Cry baby cry
No man doesn't cry.
tears on my pillor that woke me up
as i dream sweet and sour dreams of time.
memories of time after time.
It's alright to cry?

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Am a poet by birth does it matter? As we wonder if it does matter.
I wonder what you think
But it doesn't matter.
Baby don't matter.

I stand alone
For my own matter
As I don't have a mate
So that we can share the matter of matters of time. Does it matter?

Baby don't matter
Did you recognise
My matter as I was
No more but a matter
Of time led me
To the steef  matter
Of time , shall I matter the matter?

Baby don't matter
As it feels no matter
But later ,
I will be taller
As I will be tolerating
Nor excalarating
The letters to fix the matter.
Baby don't matter

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Ndonile baba

Ndonile baba
andilalelanga umthetho wakho
ndixolele, ndonile baba.
inene ndingumoni phambikwakho.
Ndixolele baba.

There comes a time
a time where my sins
will be the reason for my downfall
downfall with lots of havoc
that will cause a mysterious disaster

There comes a time
a time where I will be tired
tired without doing anything
anything that will turn up to
be something heavenly sent
through sorrows and shame
that I have been through.

Ndonile baba
ndonile baba
Ndixolele

#pogba10

Sweet my black rose
Black Rose of Persia
Personification
Defines inner heart
Inner heart that
Defines abilities
Of black rose mobility
Affection attention
Associated with common
Communication,
Draws structural
Of black women independency and neutral
Transparency of human work rate.
Delicious words as Sunday meal
I would prefer
Eating and enjoying it
On daily basis
Like our father's daily bread in our prayers
Of milestone of life time journey. The words
May not be enough to describe your abilities and professionalism of maturity but the inner heart
Nor tender heart expresses all the hidden meaning of humanity.

 Bulelani Happyboy pogba Mbanya

Mistake

let's talk
about mistake.
I will take it
as you miss to take
then that's make
a mistake.

Even when you
miss to take,
the time you take.
A step have been taken forward
results appears.
Mistake.

Regardless of the results
regardless of uncalled for definitions
but product of miss to take have been produced.
mistakes might be sour
mistake might have sweet results
remember it's still a mistake
because it wasn't,
called for.
Mistake it remains mistake.

I am a mistake
sweeter or bitter
I am results of those
who miss to take
then i was formed
nor i was born
that's me
Mistake.

#pogba10

KILLING IN NOWADAYS

Shooting
Killing
Sturbing
Killing
Do we really have to fight to make it right?

Ruthless
Heartless
Where is humanity?
Do we really have to fight to make it right?

Our brothers have turned to be
Our ghost
in a coast of
lost hope
Do we really have to fight to make it right?

LOVE OF AFFECTION     (by Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya)

My heart bones are crashed
My heart bones are smashed
My heart is swelling
and my heart is ripped

Summer splash
has come with
Summer smash.
And my heart is ripped.

I feel like, I'm drowning in the ocean
called Atlantic ocean.
Without motion
because I'm black motion
And my heart is swelling.

My heart have fallen
since my big tree have fallen.
Smashed like mash potatoes
Shall I eat mashmellows?
My heart bones are smashed.

When I move
it resist with a move
coz my heart exist.
I may feel the pain
and be in pains
but my heart will go on.

Coming home again...
 Am going back to where I belong
For so long.
Don't know for how long
If it will last for as long as it still alive.

Have you thought of it alone?
For so long? when you walk along?
I may not be long with wordz bt the meaning is long,
like long life.

Am all alone
at Afrozone
singing along
for so long. listening to
Macheal Jackson
you're not alone
home alone.
you don't have to be alone like Liquideep
singing the song, when they playing my song.

I may touch many souls
although am not a
soul's man.
Free my soul
Oh Lord save my soul.

Soul candy
my soul meddy
like soul my baby.
See my my soul
as it restless,
throughout the dark
winter night
in winter times.

Nigerian girl
released a song.
"Lord save my soul
remove all the sins
and sorrows and
make me happy again".
Free my soul

#pogba10

Smile

When the day has been long
and the troubles last into the night
All you’ve gotta do is smile
and everything is suddenly alright

When I feel the weight of the world
upon my shoulders
and let things get under my skin
All you’ve gotta do is smile
and I’m ready try once again

When words or actions of another bring me down
Or if I’m feeling pretty low
All you’ve gotta do is smile
and I know I’m not alone

When I’m hard on myself
and find it difficult to believe in me
All you’ve gotta do is smile
and I know I can accomplish anything

How do I say goodbye

I was here
And there
Now it's starting
To be memories
Sounds like
Sad melodies.
Memories of time.

It wasn't easy
As it seems
Living in the
Ocean surrounded
By sorrows and shame
Oh am in pain
Memories stuck
On me and
My people never
Forgetting those
Who showed me love
Gave me strength
When i was weak
Give me eyes
When i couldn't see
Oh lord am gonna
With out saying
Proper goodbyes to my people. I believe in
The memories of time
We shared together
The laughter we had together.
I enjoyed my time
As you made me shine
And feel like a star
Forever. Never be
Gone in my heart
As you stuck in memories
Of milestone of life.
I belevie we gonna meet again and reunite forever.
But it's hard for me
As am leaving forever.

Goodbye is not
Easy as I join my lips
I feel the pain
I swallows
Although
It's unbearable to digest
But goodbye is the option.
Goodbye goodbye

#pogba10 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Uthando

Thando ndini
Silumiso somzi ozel'umnandi
Sinongo sezimunamuna
Ntozimnandi zakuloNomndani
Nditsho wena Thando

Bayabhekabheka
Abathandanayo
Bayanyumbazazana
Bubuncili novuyo
Abamanyane ngawe
Wena ntondini edibanis'ababini
Owesidoda nowasetyhini
Nditsho wena Thando

Hayi ubuhle bakho
Obuzel'amachiza ukuphilisa
Ezontliziyo bezaphukile
Zimaxhib'amxhaka ukuzinza
Hayi uthando lomz'ontsundu
Nditsho wena Thando.

Mna ndilungcamlile
Ndalophula okomaph'ekesophula
Kwisizwe sakwaxhosa mfondini hayi ukulivavanya
Oko vavanyo eskolweni
Nditsho wena Thando

Namhlanje ndiyathanda
Ndiyathandwa
Hayi siyathandana mfondini
Ubumnandi bothando
Bundithathile ndathabatheka
Bubukhazikhazi
Nobuhle balo mfondini
Nditsho uthanda
Lokwenene hayi indlalo
Sizwe sakuthi sikaphalo

Uthando lundithimbile
Nditsho nje ndithimbekile
Ndathiywa gama elingu Thembekekile
Thando unzima mfondini
Nditsho wena Thando.

Namhlanje owakwam nguThandiwe.
Umthimbile entliziyweni
Ndaziva ndidandathekile
Bubunzima nobukhulu
Bothando lwethu.

Wena Thando unzima
Wena Thando uyamangalisa
Wamangalisa intliziyo yam.
Nditsho wena Thando
Wakulo  Othandwayo
Kothandiweyo nmthandolwethu.

Bulelani Happyboy pogba Mbanya

Money

The roots
Of all evil.
The well cooked food
Of all evil that binds our
Beloved ones and friends
Money roots of all evil.

Hatred develops
Immediately when the
Sounds of you come close. You like a ripper
A snatcher as you rip all our beloved ones and friends. Money the roots of all evil.

During the month we love one another as we spend time together like fork and knife on a Sunday meal. Your instinct is of a ripper nor snatcher factor. Money roots of all evil.

Friends have became enemies, lovers have became victims to one another due to closure
Of your existence.
Money the roots of all evil.

We love love one another
We share between each other, we together like togetherness of key and latch on the door we locker. But your presents remove the closure with heartless motions and emotions of a snatcher.
Money the roots of all evil.

My friends and beloved ones leave money.
Let us not be fooled by
The this ripper nor this snatcher.
The roots of all evil.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Am a poet by birth I have unspoken words that leaves you wonder as you turn out living in the world of wonder as you wonder I wonder you cool, calm and collected in wonderland as you wonder I wonder  Mr nor Mrs wonder panda. Leave the wonder sanna
No wonder you wonder you never experience a thunder in mountains of wonder I wonder how would you feel when it wonder the thunderstorm of wonderland go Panda.

Amen La Petica de Bance Panda
Bulelani Happyboy

Poetry

My poetry your destination. My words are tastiest, crunchiest and munchies.
Poetry my poetry
Your final destination.

So soft like
Sophisticated unspoken
Words of lapoetica
Pogbance la bance
As they make you
Wanna bounce back
To Panda the hidden
Meaning I wonder.
My poetry your poetry
My destination.

So sweet I swear
You will sweat
As you leak them
No wonder.
Sweet ntoz like
Lollipops not fizz pop
Thawonder.
My poetry your poetry
My destination of wonder
Don't you wanta fanta?
My poetry your poetry
My destination Sunny
Hay Manny bunny
Like Albany. My poetry your poetry, my destination.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Salute am so emotional
Like black emotion
Ft Amanda black
Vuleka mazulu.
Wena Zulu
Izulu lelam.

Moving with
Slow motion
On my motion
Like my emotions
No more lotion
For my emotions.

Slow like
A tortoise in
A slow town
Where you driver
So slow with a slow more
Nor slow motion
Of your own portion
Slow more slow more
Go-ahead slow.
In a town that makes
Slow town my home town bow down paw-paw.

Slow movement
Am gone bye.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya