Tuesday, June 20, 2017

Naughty
Naughtilicious
Like a queen
Of Mauritius
Naughty
My naughtilious Rose.

Naughty smile
Naughty laughter
Naughty moves
Naughty motives
Nor naughty instinct
That's my naughty rose.

But clarity
Maturity
Humanity
Dignify
They all symbol
Of lover.
The naughtilious .

Her smile of a rose
In summer time
Nor spring time
As it excalarating
And producing fragrance
Isensial and sensational
Naughtilicious Rosemanity
Of humanity.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Life is a journey

Life is a journey to many
People and things out there
May try and shake you
Never be ashamed
To stand still
Coz u not nanny's
Not daddy's jelly.
Life is a journey to many

If you meet the dirty
Polluted air to smuggle
And and people
Having to offer
You polluted water
As you feel thirsty
Never drink,
That's a test of life
Am telling you
My sister.
Life is a journey to many.

Wind may blow
Heavly
Remember they are
Not heavenly sent
Just bow down and worship
The man above
He's  the answer trust me.
Life is a journey to many
My sister am telling you.

by Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Sweet and dope
with lots of hopes
as am not a cope
like followers of COPE
Because am dope
Do you feel me phof?

Am playing with words
As am chewing
These words
Like bubblegum
Fitting in my gums
Remember it's bubblegum
With a capital GUM.

The word chewer
That named as a
Results of bubblegum
Not words express
Championship
Of #Unspoken
Am the champion
In this game
Nor compatrion
The word chewer.
Like a bubblegum
I may chew these words
And swallow
The unspoken taste
Of unspoken words.
Click click bang with a #hashtag bang.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Monday, June 19, 2017

Dankie nhanha.
This talent is hidden
In the streams of dark red and black massive aggressive behavior of forest  mist
That makes
My people
At Nqobokeni
Stuck in the mist.

With my fiest
I punch this beast
Shaded by this
Dark forest view mist.
Without wish
In Irish
I remove dirty wishes
Of these witches
With soulful spirits
Can you make one wish?

Oh no lord
Of Irish
I wish
Like R Kelly
Singing I wish.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Those memories shall be abolished
And polished
With no
Offence
I release
Those locked
Memories
Of time
Structured
Within time frame
As I remove
The the pains
That broker into
Deadlock
By birth I was
Introduced in
This crazy world
With a vision
As I visualized
All the darkest
Sorrows and shame
While my mother
Was holding on
As I was kicking
Moving and crying
In her tummy
Oh mummy
Released me in those
Pain I used to inhail
And smuggle the struggle of time frame
With no bail
On the game
Played with the pain.
I released those memories of time.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Forgive and forget
Even though
Forgiveness
Is not an eraser
But I forgive you
And believing
You'll stay blessed
Not messed up
With lots of regrets
And negetive thoughts
Please don't regret
With immediate
Effect all shall rest
Demolished
Vanished
And vandalised.
Forgive and forget
That's the pain
I released mission
Accomplished as we speak I release this pain
Forgive and forget.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Sunday, June 18, 2017

I am a lier not a lover.
Even though God
Blessed me with many talents, but my instinct
Is of a ripper
Nor snatcher
Am a lier
Not a lover.

By birth
Am blessed with
Many talents
Blessed with words
Nor unspoken words
That touches many souls.
Oh am a lier
Not a lover
By birth trust me.

It took me seconds
To rip your mind
Nor naked mind
With my unspoken words
Lord forgive me
Am a lier
Not a lover by birth.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Lies

Lies that stole
My other half
Lies that
Took away my lover
Lies that binds.
Oh lord oh lies!!!

It felt worth it
As I lied several times
Convincing her to be mine, me alone.
Oh lord, lies that binds.

I promised to love you
Promised to protect you
Promised to adore you
Promised to treat you like a queen Queency in Persia.
Oh lies that binds
Flashed all the promises down the drains and left us drained.
Lies that binds.

Ended up living with
Wicked naked mind
Playful thought
In the black dark mist
Of evil spirits
Mounting up on my poor soul.
Lies that binds.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Friday, June 16, 2017

Youth day

It's a day
Not just a day
But in remembrance
Of all the young leaders
Who lost their lives
Fighting for their rights.
Youth day youth day.

Brutally killed
During apartheid era
By those so called policies
And soldiers
Who were judging
Our people by colour
Separating them by race
Oh young people lost
Their lives.
It's a youth day youth day. I'm remembrance of the our young people who were brutally killed.

Their boddies were all over the streets,
Like thrash on dumping site all over.
Blood streams
Like river meander
On the road all over.
Young people dead bodies all over the place like dead dogs
As they were killed
Like stray dogs
By the so called
Doomed soldiers and polices of doomed kingdom.

Where was humanity
In human nation?
Oh lord save their souls
In beautiful heaven.
Youth day, youth day.

There were times
I found myself crying
Watching young people
Brutally killed by these
Crocodiles nor predators
Oh our people were killed
And smashed like mash potatoes.

I see the youth
Drinking non stop
Trying to remove this pain
As they can't bare
Living with this pain
Nor facing this pain.
Oh lord save those poor souls as they were brutally killed
Fighting for better tomorrow.
It's a youth day, youth day .

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Thursday, June 15, 2017

Love

It takes
A solid
Nor shall
I say hard
Nor dedicated
And well built
Inner heart
To produce
A real love
Of affection and attention.

When thought
That found love
And love finds you
There always be
Common nor minner
Destruction.
That cause havoc.

Love doesn't hurt
Love doesn't ask why
Love doesn't humiliate
Love doesn't hurt
Only people hurt each other, and end up blaming poor love.

Love is deep
Intense feeling
Of affection.
That joins two heart
Hearts that
Always find their
Ways to get together
And resolve each other
Issues when there is fallen dreams and hopes.

Love is pure
Love is blind
Love is standing still
And waiting for two
Tender hearts of well groomed people destined
To be comforted by one
Another.

The sooner,
The shorter.
The longer ,
The better.
Love will always be pure.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Little old lady

She kept you
Nine months
In her tummy.
Holding on through
Sorrows and shame
Under those
Weatherly conditions
Of pains and shame.
But you thank her
Like a peace of thrash.
Does she deserve this?

It took her lifetime
To raise you,
Feeding you
And dressing you
But all you could
Do is to thank her by hurting, name calling
As she couldn't move
And hear your insults.

With no shame
You eat her money
Chewing her food
Enjoying goodies
With girls,
Badging and
Entertaining young
Ladies with
The little old lady 's money.
Trying to satisfy
Loose women satisfaction.
Oh what have she done?
The little old lady.

She turned to be ATM
As your so called girlfriend became monster into your love life journey.
False accusation that completed the uncomblished mission
With omission.
Oh lord save her soul
The little old lady.

She gave you money
To pay her bills
And policies,
But all you could do
Was to entertain
The girls with broken
Dreams, hopes and their tomorrow hanging on shame.
The little old lady.

I may release this pain
As my tears dropping
And falling as am struggling to stand
Nor shall I say
As  i struggle resisting
Like igneous rock
Nor sedimentary rocks
Of the mount Everest.
The little old lady.

Her death was not a surprise, as God saw her
Struggle and pain that you coursed to her.
The pain that she have been through.
The little old lady

Now you left alone
At no man's land
Wondering where to go
As so called girlfriend left you alone.
The journey of your life have began
Sorry is song
As you apologise
On the little old lady's grave.
Can you feel the pain that she felt while she was alive?
Now life is a train smash
Like a mash potatoes.
The little old lady.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Can you feel
this pain
As am struggling
Smuggling the smell
Of this painful
Pain.
Like anadine
Am stronger
Than
Pain oh hey
Forgive my sins

I struggle
And smuggle
This pain
Like T pain
In jail
Feeling lonely pain
Like anadine
Am stronger
Than pain.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
It's a brand new day
I keep on telling
Myself that am a soldier
Soldier in the army
Am safe from the warm
Not like soldiers
Of doomed kingdom
Am a soldier.

No matter how
Is the situation
No matter
How's the matter
It doesn't matter
Am a soldier.

Soldier with a touch
Not just touch
But sophisticated touch
That leaves no evidence.
Am a soldier.

I stand against wars
Stand against
Lion's roars
Stand against
Human evil spirits
Stand against devil
Evil spirits.
Am a soldier
Like a soldier
In the army
Am safe from the war.

The fighter
The provider
The survivor
The conquorer
Am a soldier
In this crazy world.
In this life journey.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Tuesday, June 13, 2017

Like tears

like tears I was born
falling more times than
I could even remember.
creating lifetime path on
human face.

when broken heart
reacts, you see lots of me
coming out like water running on
river streams flowing into downward direction
with force of affection of human dimensional  feeling.

like tears I was born
you see drop of me
whether am happy or sad,
funny or fuss like R200 note
like tears I was born.
(Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya)
Coming home again...
 Am going back to where I belong
For so long.
Don't know for how long
If it will last for as long as it still alive.

Have you thought of it alone?
For so long? when you walk along?
I may not be long with wordz bt the meaning is long,
like long life.

Am all alone
at Afrozone
singing along
for so long. listening to
Macheal Jackson
you're not alone
home alone.
you don't have to be alone like Liquideep
singing the song, when they playing my song.
LOVE OF AFFECTION     (by Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya)

My heart bones are crashed
My heart bones are smashed
My heart is swelling
and my heart is ripped

Summer splash
has come with
Summer smash.
And my heart is ripped.

I feel like, I'm drowning in the ocean
called Atlantic ocean.
Without motion
because I'm black motion
And my heart is swelling.

My heart have fallen
since my big tree have fallen.
Smashed like mash potatoes
Shall I eat mashmellows?
My heart bones are smashed.

When I move
it resist with a move
coz my heart exist.
I may feel the pain
and be in pains
but my heart will go on.
WHAT WENT WRONG

You think of him while you with me
Think of him while you inlove with me
Think of him while you all over me
Still think of him while you kissing me

I wish I could see a falling star
so that I can make a wish.
To punch this mist with my fist.
My wish will come from Irish
That's my wish.
Sweet my black rose
Black Rose of Persia
Personification
Defines inner heart
Inner heart that
Defines abilities
Of black rose mobility
Affection attention
Associated with common
Communication,
Draws structural
Of black women independency and neutral
Transparency of human work rate.
Delicious words as Sunday meal
I would prefer
Eating and enjoying it
On daily basis
Like our father's daily bread in our prayers
Of milestone of life time journey. The words
May not be enough to describe your abilities and professionalism of maturity but the inner heart
Nor tender heart expresses all the hidden meaning of humanity.

 Bulelani Happyboy pogba Mbanya
Ndonile baba

Ndonile baba
andilalelanga umthetho wakho
ndixolele, ndonile baba.
inene ndingumoni phambikwakho.
Ndixolele baba.

There comes a time
a time where my sins
will be the reason for my downfall
downfall with lots of havoc
that will cause a mysterious disaster

There comes a time
a time where I will be tired
tired without doing anything
anything that will turn up to
be something heavenly sent
through sorrows and shame
that I have been through.

Ndonile baba
ndonile baba
Ndixolele

#pogba10
My tears
Have been whipped away
My sorrows and shame
Have been removed
My sins have been forgiven

As I stack in a place
Where I don't belong.
No one deserve to be in there. Sin is a sin no matter how small it is,
It's still a sin.

My eyes were opened
Throughout the night
As darkest hour was just beginning. The only thing in mind was mom and dad.

I was so lost in the mist
That smells valley of death.
Paying for the sin I never commit. I work daily on the dirty streets with criminals.
I serve the sin of shadow of sorrows and shame.

Being at no man's land
Not able to even blink
No smile no wink
All negative thoughts
Throughout the night
Lesson learnt.

I believe this was the learning curve of century
I am the sun of God
Believe me am
Chewing words like bubblegum.
Am serving leaving God
Pain will strike
Thunderstorm will strike
And darkness of evil wi strike.

Amen
#pogba10
sweet as you satisfying as chocolate
like a latte I wanna lavante
montana berry like helley berry chewing strawberry
with merry oh don't forget
ketty Perry.

you took away my satisfaction
and satisfy your own satisfaction without mentioned I putt forward my attention to attend your intentions. immediately I melt like a snow as walk along trying you to figure it out what I saw the beauty I saw on you.

smile was the leader of love affection as I fell attached with immediate effect of human feeling.

sweet sweet sweet

from Bulelani Happyboy pogba
Abortion abortion abortion you like a portion.
You stole my seeds I planted in fertile soil.
The beauty of my inner heart is there flashed away in a drain you have some nerve vein?
Do you think twice before being a final product?
Abortion abortion.

Where is my children?
all my children.
Where is humanity?
You are the thief of human
a killer, reeper a snatcher.
Abortion abortion I hate you.
Nobody's perfect,
not even me and you,
so I'm sorry for that took
and I'm sorry for everything but ...

Please forgive me.
We can change things back to normal.
I'm sorry if this is not what you want,
But it's the only thing I can think of.

#pogba10
Sunday afternoon (home alone)

It's a Sunday afternoon
at Afrozone
Home alone,
at Afrovibe. No friend zone
as am struggling to survive the
loneliness of afrolone.

I smell and smuggle the struggle
the situation of being alone.
Trying to mix up my own unspoken
words to produce a song that brings
a lovely little friendzone.

I sing along with artist on Youtube
As they trying to keep me going on one of the lonely days.
thought of playing Akon singing Mr lonely,
forgetting the fact that am not alone.
But my buddy shadow fade away as am not moving around nor up and down.

I started to dance alone the next thing
I could see next to me was my shadow
dancing with me.
I played Luther Vandros "dance with my father
as my shadow dance with me.

I kicked away loneliness as we speak
am sweating and feeling like am with my buddy
nor my sunny, cause of my shadow buddy.
Sweet my shadow sunny for perfect time sunny.
looking at you smilling next to me makes me feel
alive and knowing that you never runaway but hide somewhere
when am in dark places where I don't belong,
bring smile and joy in my heart buddy salute sunny.

#pogba10
Luyini na uthando?

Thando uthe kum
usisihlobo sam sokwenene
ndathatheka yintsingiselo yakho.
Ntsingiselo leyo ithe thanana.
cosololo, yini Thando wandithatha
nam ndathatheka.

Andalandula,
andabuza mibuzo bubuhle bakho.
Oh wena thando ingaba wawuvelaphi?
uthe kum wokuqhamisa iziqhamo zanaphakade
woku ndenza ndisale ndincume okwe langa lohlobo.
Thando yini na sihlobo.

Thando undijikele
thando ubundithandile
Luphi na olothando lwakho
luncosololo?
ndiziva ndibuthathaka, ndizele intloni
xa ndifuna ukubamba.

Uyophule eyam intliziyo
uyishicilele eyam imizwa
ndisele ndindodwa namhlanje.
Izihlobo zam nezalamane zindifulathele
kuba ndabhabha nawe ndalibala ngazo.
Uthando endinalo lumasikizi kwaye lutshaba lwam.

Wena Thando ndiyakuhlonipha
wena Thando ndiyazidela kuwe
undishiye ndindodwa
wandisezela imimoya yemarhamncwa omphefumlo
inene wena Thando undahlukanise nesiziba sobomi
obungunaphakade. Washiya umqwebedu onganasizi
oyidla inkawu ilila, engavasizi sisikhalo esimasikizi kulomasikizi.

#pogba10 ezam zimhlophe zibanzi kwaye zincosololo



You took away all my attention to satisfy your own satisfaction, and now what this tention for?

coz u left with no intentions now am emotionally affected with this tension I don't wnt to mention the pains that am going through with this tension btwn us,

you left me wthout mentioning any suspension now am all alone at no man's land affected by this tension btwn us. I dnt wana mention any omission tht will lead to lyf time tension.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Nyawo zam ndithwale

Ndithwale undise phesheya
ngaphesheya apho
ndakuthi ndifumane ukuthula.
Phesheya kweNciba
basale benyiba.
Ndithwale nyawo zam.

Bayandinyibela
abanyibeli,
ngeminwe emide
ngemilomo ukupepeza
abapepeshi ukupapasha
bexel' amapephandaba
Oh khandithwale nyawo zam.

Umntwan' oMsuthu bamenzile
Udubase ukumtyibela.
Ewe ndizindaba kwesisithili
sase Smutsville ngokwenziwa.
Ngenyawo ndiyanyawuka
ndicothoza ukunyathela.
Ndithwale nyawo zam
Ndithwale nto yakuthi.

Ewe ndahlukile
ndigqamile
emadlelweni ezitiya
zodlame nobudlobongela
isono sam kukulunga
nokuthanda abantu
Nyawo zam ndithwale

Sekwanele
watsho no  Ringo Madlingozi
imvumi evunyiweyo
yaseMzantsi Afrika.
Ndanele kukumamela
nokunyamezela into engenasiphelo.
Yiiyo lonto ndisithi,
Ndithwale nyawo zam
Ndithwale.

By Bulelani Happy Mbanya
Imbongi

Andibhongi
ndiyabonga
umbongo
ewe Bonakele sisi
ndiyabonga,
Hayi ukubhonga ntwazana
undivisise mfondini.

umbongo
onencasa
nanko ke umachasana
esahluleka ukukuwucha
yincasa encosololo
ndiyabonga,
ngombongo
hayi ukubhonga mfondini.

Athini amabhongisa
Bongiswa ntwaza
hayi wena bonga mfondini.
Ubonge ubonge nabangasekho
ubatyibela ngamabala ayokozelayo
zimbasa zobuhle nobulumko mfondini.
Ndiyabonga,
hayi ukubhonga mfondini.

Sekufanele ubonge
baba ndiyabonga
kubongeke kulo Bongekile
zabondwa ngomabondwana
zintwazana, emaBongweni mfondini.
Ndiyabonga
hayi ukubhonga mfondini.

By Bulelani Happy Mbanya

Sunday, June 11, 2017

U won't understand but I can't blame you. It's started as a joke
As we didn't know
That it will
Come to this.

The  nigga beating
A women is not on
Seeing a guy beating women, felt like the women is helpless
I know am not a starring
But I couldn't stand
As resist like sedimentary nor
Igneous rock

He pulled her
He slapped her
Strike twice with slap
That sounded as a shock
On my peaceful ears
It's not right
I know myself
As I suffered from
Doing such thing
To a powerless
Hopeless women.

I don't want to see
Such things happening
Because it hurts
And create anger
On the suffering victims
It's not right at all.

Immediately I jump
Into her defence
And calm the situation
Down trying to explain
Myself even though
He couldn't understand
It's not right.

Pushing
And pulling
Going everywhere
That led to clash of Titans as I came
Into her defence.

Remember blood
Is thicker than water.
I have a sister
I couldn't remain
Calm as the situation
Progress into
A bad situation
It wasn't right
That's why I beat him up.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Friday, June 9, 2017

Is it alright to cry?

It came as a dream
i felt the tears on my pillor
Oh am i crying or what?
tears on my pillor i wonder.
It's alright to cry?

I stood still
and stare on my mirror
those tear drops
have made farrow
nor rows of rails
on my soft face
It's alright to cry?

My face have developed
the rails of sweet and sour tear
of joy, sorrows and shame
at the same time.
can you imagine?
It's alright to cry?

Cry baby cry
No man doesn't cry.
tears on my pillor that woke me up
as i dream sweet and sour dreams of time.
memories of time after time.
It's alright to cry?

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Am a poet by birth does it matter? As we wonder if it does matter.
I wonder what you think
But it doesn't matter.
Baby don't matter.

I stand alone
For my own matter
As I don't have a mate
So that we can share the matter of matters of time. Does it matter?

Baby don't matter
Did you recognise
My matter as I was
No more but a matter
Of time led me
To the steef  matter
Of time , shall I matter the matter?

Baby don't matter
As it feels no matter
But later ,
I will be taller
As I will be tolerating
Nor excalarating
The letters to fix the matter.
Baby don't matter

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya