What is a family?
A family that can't support you when you have dry pockets
and bank account
counting zero rands.
What is a family?
When the month is approaching its due
nor expire date.
They are so close
you can't even breath well, as they all over you with smsez, whatsapp text, please call me and missed calls.
What is a family?
You may feel their presents when there is moola,
Feel their existence because the bank account is smelling moola.
Shining like a gold
Like a City of Gold
Whatbis family?
My words may sound hash and pushing
but I produce unspoken truth with my unspoken words well.
What is family?
I find myself lost
In the darkest mist
having no wish to meet family.
End up being alone at no man's land
As I feel lonely like Akon singing Mr lonely.
What is family?
My words are hard
Solid as sedimentary rocks
Nor igneous rocks.
But producing the unspoken truth
What is family?
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
Gone are those day.
When we use to work together, togetherness
Like together
from ghetto.
Oh gone are those days.
When we use to remove all the lonely timea
Nor night under the daylight and moonlight.
Gone are those days.
Depression
Was kicked by
first impression
With no intention.
Suspended by suspension of human attention.
Gone are those days.
Days of happiness
my friend.
Now hearts are melting
Like a snow in the forest.
I feel the pain in distance
looming to overcome myself with depression.
Gone are those days.
Days of hapiness
my friend.
I may be so emotional
with lack of self-defense
As I feel these pains
nor shaken by these pain.
Gone are those days
Days of happiness.
my friend.
These days
Are like suicidal days
In hailing these pains
Like T pain I'm shame
feeling these pain.
Gone are those days
of happiness my friend.
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
When we use to work together, togetherness
Like together
from ghetto.
Oh gone are those days.
When we use to remove all the lonely timea
Nor night under the daylight and moonlight.
Gone are those days.
Depression
Was kicked by
first impression
With no intention.
Suspended by suspension of human attention.
Gone are those days.
Days of happiness
my friend.
Now hearts are melting
Like a snow in the forest.
I feel the pain in distance
looming to overcome myself with depression.
Gone are those days.
Days of hapiness
my friend.
I may be so emotional
with lack of self-defense
As I feel these pains
nor shaken by these pain.
Gone are those days
Days of happiness.
my friend.
These days
Are like suicidal days
In hailing these pains
Like T pain I'm shame
feeling these pain.
Gone are those days
of happiness my friend.
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
Tuesday, August 8, 2017
Today
Today am being surprised,
Surprised when I look where am coming from.
Seeing all the things
I passed to be where I am today.
Life life life.
It feels like a dream
a dream of an angel
in new Jesrusalem
The lighted house
with millions of households if not billions.
When I remember
Breathing heavy
on the misty streets
With not direction.
As I was lost on those filthy streets of people
with broken dreams.
But I manage to escape
with this Cape
From Eastern Cape valley.
Today am surprised when I look back.
Enjoying the fruits of today smiling along as i'm walking along.
Today lord am surprised
I manage to escape the part of the dry valley of death
Nor shall I say valley of hunger in Hungary land?
Today am surprised.
You saved my soul lord
When I was alone with lions of hell
When I was left alone in the dark valley of death.
Oh lord you saved my soul.
That's why I worship you
Lifting your name higher and higher with my last powers and desire.
Today am surprised when I look back
My background.
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
Today am being surprised,
Surprised when I look where am coming from.
Seeing all the things
I passed to be where I am today.
Life life life.
It feels like a dream
a dream of an angel
in new Jesrusalem
The lighted house
with millions of households if not billions.
When I remember
Breathing heavy
on the misty streets
With not direction.
As I was lost on those filthy streets of people
with broken dreams.
But I manage to escape
with this Cape
From Eastern Cape valley.
Today am surprised when I look back.
Enjoying the fruits of today smiling along as i'm walking along.
Today lord am surprised
I manage to escape the part of the dry valley of death
Nor shall I say valley of hunger in Hungary land?
Today am surprised.
You saved my soul lord
When I was alone with lions of hell
When I was left alone in the dark valley of death.
Oh lord you saved my soul.
That's why I worship you
Lifting your name higher and higher with my last powers and desire.
Today am surprised when I look back
My background.
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
It is well in my soul
All is well
well with no complain
In motherwell my soul.
It is well ,
It is well in my soul.
Well enough
to shine as the sunrises
on the East valley
In this winter zinger valley.
Overflowing mist
of shame in life time
Journey full of dirty
filthy deadly deeds.
It is well in my soul.
My soul may feel
so not relaxed
Feel so pressurised
Feel so pushed away
In the bushes
full of brushed
aside souls.
But it is well in my soul
I may be surrounded
by soul searchers
The jackals of life
Trying to chew my lifestyle.
It is well in my soul.
Well enough
Enough to enlighten
my sorrows and shame
To remove the baggage
on my shoulders.
It is well in my soul.
By Bulelani happyboy
All is well
well with no complain
In motherwell my soul.
It is well ,
It is well in my soul.
Well enough
to shine as the sunrises
on the East valley
In this winter zinger valley.
Overflowing mist
of shame in life time
Journey full of dirty
filthy deadly deeds.
It is well in my soul.
My soul may feel
so not relaxed
Feel so pressurised
Feel so pushed away
In the bushes
full of brushed
aside souls.
But it is well in my soul
I may be surrounded
by soul searchers
The jackals of life
Trying to chew my lifestyle.
It is well in my soul.
Well enough
Enough to enlighten
my sorrows and shame
To remove the baggage
on my shoulders.
It is well in my soul.
By Bulelani happyboy
I choose you
There are thousands
Nor millions of man in this crazy world.
Some promised with world, as am a flower in the Eden garden.
But I choose you.
Promises
Proposal
In their premises
No approval
As I turned them down
Downtown to chose you.
I choose you.
Wealthy man
Beauty of the beast
In the belly of the beast.
Never changed my mind
With their naked minds
I choose you.
You alone
To be mine alone
So that we can ride along
My Prince.
Love don't cost a thing
I choose you.
Not your wealth
What you have,
But you as you are
Please don't wonder why?
I choose you
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
There are thousands
Nor millions of man in this crazy world.
Some promised with world, as am a flower in the Eden garden.
But I choose you.
Promises
Proposal
In their premises
No approval
As I turned them down
Downtown to chose you.
I choose you.
Wealthy man
Beauty of the beast
In the belly of the beast.
Never changed my mind
With their naked minds
I choose you.
You alone
To be mine alone
So that we can ride along
My Prince.
Love don't cost a thing
I choose you.
Not your wealth
What you have,
But you as you are
Please don't wonder why?
I choose you
By Bulelani happyboy Mbanya
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