Don't leave me
Oh! please
Oh! please
Oh! Baby please
Don't leave me,
don't leave me
My heart is left in your chest, like a cheddar cheese baught by Chester at the city of Manchester.
Nor Manchester city.
Its a pitty I can't
Remove all the past
Experience we've experienced in the past
As we were passing
Along the post office street.
Don't leave
My heart is in your chest.
Like a postman
Passing the post
To the postee
We move along
So long in this life journey full of jewellery
Of melted iced blood
On the street of dirty deeds in the misty morning.
Of Smutville
Where we hide our heads
Over head like Knysna Heads overheard.
Don't leave me.
my heart is in your Chest, chester
Like cheddar cheese chanderpaul.
I'll pick up all the
intoungable
farway dreams,
Like a fragrance of farway perfume.
Perfume that makes
you fall in love again.
Don't leave me.
My heart is in your chest.
By Bulelani Mbanya
Wednesday, July 26, 2017
Dirty deeds
If I knew
I wouldn't have
put myself into you
Nor shall i say into this whole thing.
I didn't know.
Prepared my mother's
burial with money
that I didn't know where
its coming from.
Burring my mother
with the dirty money
of dirty deeds, smelling seeds of weed.
You made me
By seducing me
to fall in love
Nor to make love with you,
but you knew the truth
that it wasn't love
Because you wanted favours in return
by killing your man.
You deposited the money
into my account
I didn't knew
I wish I knew.
I was fooled by your seduction as you were acting son into me.
I wish I knew.
Thoughts of myself
that I couldn't remove
as I thought the money
was the results of my prayers, as I prayed to God to burry my mom with dignity.
I wish i knew.
Rich people use money as their powers.
Its true what they say.
"Money is power"
But all I know money can't buy you happiness
sweetness.
I wish knew
Before I put myself into this suicidal.
I wish I knew.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
If I knew
I wouldn't have
put myself into you
Nor shall i say into this whole thing.
I didn't know.
Prepared my mother's
burial with money
that I didn't know where
its coming from.
Burring my mother
with the dirty money
of dirty deeds, smelling seeds of weed.
You made me
By seducing me
to fall in love
Nor to make love with you,
but you knew the truth
that it wasn't love
Because you wanted favours in return
by killing your man.
You deposited the money
into my account
I didn't knew
I wish I knew.
I was fooled by your seduction as you were acting son into me.
I wish I knew.
Thoughts of myself
that I couldn't remove
as I thought the money
was the results of my prayers, as I prayed to God to burry my mom with dignity.
I wish i knew.
Rich people use money as their powers.
Its true what they say.
"Money is power"
But all I know money can't buy you happiness
sweetness.
I wish knew
Before I put myself into this suicidal.
I wish I knew.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Friday, July 14, 2017
NOKHANYO THE MOTHER..
through sorrows
Sorrows and shame
Through the darkest hours, through valley of doubts of naked child's future. Through my heavy times where I could smell death. When I lost hopes
Hopes of whether am dead or alive.
You gave me strength
You gave me love
You cared about me
You made me your child
Feeding me
And dressing me
A motherly blessed heart
I don't know how to thank you mama. You were there for me
Still here for me
Believing in me
The life you have me
That made me reshuffle my dreams as I was having broken strings
You fixed them
So that they can produce a beautiful song
A well shaped future
better tomorrow
and removal of doubts in my future.
You are everything that my heart desire.
I am crying
Crying non stop
as i dont know
dont know how to thank you mama.
I thank God for blessing me, by giving such a mother (Nokhanyo)
My tears is a symbol
Of love and not
Symbol of hopes and better tomorrow
Well shaped and prepared for better things. Love you mama.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
through sorrows
Sorrows and shame
Through the darkest hours, through valley of doubts of naked child's future. Through my heavy times where I could smell death. When I lost hopes
Hopes of whether am dead or alive.
You gave me strength
You gave me love
You cared about me
You made me your child
Feeding me
And dressing me
A motherly blessed heart
I don't know how to thank you mama. You were there for me
Still here for me
Believing in me
The life you have me
That made me reshuffle my dreams as I was having broken strings
You fixed them
So that they can produce a beautiful song
A well shaped future
better tomorrow
and removal of doubts in my future.
You are everything that my heart desire.
I am crying
Crying non stop
as i dont know
dont know how to thank you mama.
I thank God for blessing me, by giving such a mother (Nokhanyo)
My tears is a symbol
Of love and not
Symbol of hopes and better tomorrow
Well shaped and prepared for better things. Love you mama.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Silent treatment
The deadliest weapon
With Strongest instincts
No hesitation
When about to
caurse nor commit
ommission.
In deadliest manner
To ruin someone's
attention of the day
Killing mockingbird's
Lovely beautiful spirit
With no shame
Am ashamed
Ashamed of this
silent treatment
That you giving me
Silent treatment.
I find myself
falling like a drunken
Unspoken words master
Nor the king Panda
From the land of Banda.
Silent treatment of evil instinct.
With no human dimension,
You took away
my attention
And satisfy your
own satisfaction.
Silent treatment
You better watch what you doing to me.
I didn't see this coming
You caught me
caught me of gurt
And now am wondering
As you left me with this pain of wonder
no wonder I can't go outside and see people
Unable to look at the mirror to see my ill-treated face.
How could you do this to me?
I might say I forget
Say I forget to give you love again.
Will you let me talk to you? Just for a minute or 2?
Can you feel my pain?
As am struggling on this
road alone nor shall I say life time journey?
But all is well
A broken heart will mend.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
The deadliest weapon
With Strongest instincts
No hesitation
When about to
caurse nor commit
ommission.
In deadliest manner
To ruin someone's
attention of the day
Killing mockingbird's
Lovely beautiful spirit
With no shame
Am ashamed
Ashamed of this
silent treatment
That you giving me
Silent treatment.
I find myself
falling like a drunken
Unspoken words master
Nor the king Panda
From the land of Banda.
Silent treatment of evil instinct.
With no human dimension,
You took away
my attention
And satisfy your
own satisfaction.
Silent treatment
You better watch what you doing to me.
I didn't see this coming
You caught me
caught me of gurt
And now am wondering
As you left me with this pain of wonder
no wonder I can't go outside and see people
Unable to look at the mirror to see my ill-treated face.
How could you do this to me?
I might say I forget
Say I forget to give you love again.
Will you let me talk to you? Just for a minute or 2?
Can you feel my pain?
As am struggling on this
road alone nor shall I say life time journey?
But all is well
A broken heart will mend.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
You are so beautiful
I can't take that awa from you, I decided to complement you
As you so sturning
Like a beautiful sunrises
In the beautiful morning
Nor shall I say gorgeous
Morning of sensational fragrance of the white rose.
Seeing a beautiful smile
On that well shaped face
Dimples that can restore the love waters
I could drink in the valley foo love belly jelly.
As R Kelly sings
The song if I could turn back.
Do you feel that song as am playing it
And singing along
For so long as am no more for sure.
Beauty that took
My attention
And satisfy the white rose fragrance.
You are beautiful
I can't take that away from you white rose
Nor black rose.
Seeing a beauty
That reflects the
Puffs and make up
Like a melted butter.
Beauty beauty beauty
As you so beautiful.
I couldn't stand
But resist as I saw your beauty, of a rose.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
I can't take that awa from you, I decided to complement you
As you so sturning
Like a beautiful sunrises
In the beautiful morning
Nor shall I say gorgeous
Morning of sensational fragrance of the white rose.
Seeing a beautiful smile
On that well shaped face
Dimples that can restore the love waters
I could drink in the valley foo love belly jelly.
As R Kelly sings
The song if I could turn back.
Do you feel that song as am playing it
And singing along
For so long as am no more for sure.
Beauty that took
My attention
And satisfy the white rose fragrance.
You are beautiful
I can't take that away from you white rose
Nor black rose.
Seeing a beauty
That reflects the
Puffs and make up
Like a melted butter.
Beauty beauty beauty
As you so beautiful.
I couldn't stand
But resist as I saw your beauty, of a rose.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
The wake of death
I may fall
Many time than I could even remember.
Trip trap
Like a famous
Young star Akim
Singing trip trap
On Empire the series
On E T.V.
Am rising
Rising like wake of death.
Am tripping
Tripping and falling
They tried to kill me
By food poisoning
But I survived,
Wake of death.
Am alive
Alive after seviour storms
That strikes like a thunder storm
And leave my people and loved ones wonder in wonder land no wonder.
Wake of death
As i wake on death.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
I may fall
Many time than I could even remember.
Trip trap
Like a famous
Young star Akim
Singing trip trap
On Empire the series
On E T.V.
Am rising
Rising like wake of death.
Am tripping
Tripping and falling
They tried to kill me
By food poisoning
But I survived,
Wake of death.
Am alive
Alive after seviour storms
That strikes like a thunder storm
And leave my people and loved ones wonder in wonder land no wonder.
Wake of death
As i wake on death.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
I express
My inner feelings
Not trying to
Depress my oppression
Nor self impression
Without expecting
Any expectations
From any spectacular
Spectators of human
Dimension.
Like river meander
I have so many curves
That will hurt a soft built inner hurt of human attraction.
In this life
There is no gain
when there is no pain.
It may sound awful
But reality served.
I am soft
I am easy
I am weak emotionally
I am writing
Without offending
Without ending
As am sending
These words
Nor unspoken words.
La Poetica is my name
Of unspoken words.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
My inner feelings
Not trying to
Depress my oppression
Nor self impression
Without expecting
Any expectations
From any spectacular
Spectators of human
Dimension.
Like river meander
I have so many curves
That will hurt a soft built inner hurt of human attraction.
In this life
There is no gain
when there is no pain.
It may sound awful
But reality served.
I am soft
I am easy
I am weak emotionally
I am writing
Without offending
Without ending
As am sending
These words
Nor unspoken words.
La Poetica is my name
Of unspoken words.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Life have been so hard for me. Hard in manner that felt so heart broken
Many times than I could even remember.
Life have been so hard.
Breath taking
was like smuggling
dirty air of this crazy world, sins and destruction never mension instructions
Of human dimensions
That led to clash of Titans as I was struggling to survive
In the survivor life lessons. Oh life have been so hard for me.
So hard in a manner
That I almost gave up
As i was struggling to stand still like iron still.
But life will never be the same. Life have been so hard.
Human resistance
Was the most devastating life time pain
As i suffered in this life time journey. Life have been so hard.
I remember the day
I tested the poison
That wanted to take my soul away from me
Soul that I'm given by the living God the almighty.
Life have been so hard.
Today am trying
Trying to stand still
For my better tomorrow
Nor my destiny
And I see all the solid rocks, nor stones they throwing at me
Life have been so hard
I will take all those
Solid stones
Solid rocks
To build my future
As God send me to this world to live and survive.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Many times than I could even remember.
Life have been so hard.
Breath taking
was like smuggling
dirty air of this crazy world, sins and destruction never mension instructions
Of human dimensions
That led to clash of Titans as I was struggling to survive
In the survivor life lessons. Oh life have been so hard for me.
So hard in a manner
That I almost gave up
As i was struggling to stand still like iron still.
But life will never be the same. Life have been so hard.
Human resistance
Was the most devastating life time pain
As i suffered in this life time journey. Life have been so hard.
I remember the day
I tested the poison
That wanted to take my soul away from me
Soul that I'm given by the living God the almighty.
Life have been so hard.
Today am trying
Trying to stand still
For my better tomorrow
Nor my destiny
And I see all the solid rocks, nor stones they throwing at me
Life have been so hard
I will take all those
Solid stones
Solid rocks
To build my future
As God send me to this world to live and survive.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Saturday, July 8, 2017
They complain
Complain about love.
Love is there
But there is no more
People with love.
Love is there.
No more people.
I saw young people
With broken dreams
Their minds
Everywhere
As they blown away
By dirty deeds
And lies that binds.
Tripping
And falling
Fainting
And faiding
Away, away and far away
Life is bigger than them.
No more people with love.
Convising
Perusing
Trying to lure
The second person to fall in love with.
But knowing that there isn't love there.
Sleeping around with different partners
As life tripping
Thinking that you fooling around playing other's feeling.
No more people
But love is there.
Today's people just wanna be there for the sake of presents not love
Be there for the sake of benefit as they becoming beneficiaries.
No more people
But love is there.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
Complain about love.
Love is there
But there is no more
People with love.
Love is there.
No more people.
I saw young people
With broken dreams
Their minds
Everywhere
As they blown away
By dirty deeds
And lies that binds.
Tripping
And falling
Fainting
And faiding
Away, away and far away
Life is bigger than them.
No more people with love.
Convising
Perusing
Trying to lure
The second person to fall in love with.
But knowing that there isn't love there.
Sleeping around with different partners
As life tripping
Thinking that you fooling around playing other's feeling.
No more people
But love is there.
Today's people just wanna be there for the sake of presents not love
Be there for the sake of benefit as they becoming beneficiaries.
No more people
But love is there.
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya
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