Respect

Respect
So amazing and so meaningful.
Left me healed  signed sealed and delevered.
Respect from the elderly woman.

She stopped me
Greet me politely
Her wise words of wisdom pre-heated my heart beat.
Her self expression
So touching
So magnifying.
Elderly respect to the young one my friend.

All the negative thoughts
I had flashed away
And I was left with positive mindset.
Oh! Feel so blessed.

I thank the woman who raised me,
She planted a fruitful seed in fertile soil.
Today am so fruitful
Fruity like tooti fruity.

She mensioned a word about my mother-in-law
Praised the home am coming from.
Praised the respect am covered by.
She touched my soul
Her voice so searching
Like soul searcher.

My grandmother
This is all your good work, if it was not for you.
I should have not be the tall tower that I am today.
So disciplined and matured at early age.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Cheating

It's so easy
Like making sandwich
without wishing.
But pushing without powers of as you feel so weak.
With the beauty you like
That makes you feel so mmmhmm! Without having to touch it.

Your imaginations
Have image of you touching that curvey body, kissing juicy lips
Boobs so boom!like balloon like ballon dor
Of CR7 made out of ballon in salon.

Touching
Feeling
Sweating
Over each other's body.
Sweet name goes like

Honey
Bubbly
Bubble
Nibbles
Munchy
Chrunchy
As you feel so  scratchy.

So sweet enjoying
What doesn't belongs to you. Promises and day dreams that keeps on changing your mind.
But why we do this to our loved ones? But why?

Perfumme that make you feel so dizzy
Wizzy like pizzy.
Oh cheating enemy of all victims even you and I my dearest friend.
But why this? But why?

Our hearts so melting
Our hearts so swelling
As dwelling in Swellendum that have no memorandum.
Sweating like bodies nobody for somebody
But only home and human dead bodies.
Death and depression
Caused by you.
Lose of lives
Self praising and you don't need to practising to take another step forward. But one day is one day.

I'll hold you tight
In a manner that you never breathe
But die in my hands
I swear as I sweat over you.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Confidence

Have abandoned me
Have left me naked
With naked minds
As my mindset stripped
Confidence confidence have abandoned me.

So easily
Like misery
Am miserable so easily
Trying to digest
No digestion taking place
Confidence gone so soon like empty spoon,
That was full before visiting the inner place called mouth.
Confidence gone too soon my friend.

I tried to convince Vince
but no evidence of conversations between Vince and I
No confidence
That resulted in lack of commitment as an evidence of flashed away confidence my friend.

Infiltration of dirty air
smelling seeds of weed
Drugged oxygen
Oxygenated from hypertension of human sizzling distruction.
No confidence but carelessness with life
As they living their lives
with lies full of flies flying high.
Gone is self respect resulted in lose of self confidence my friend.

By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

How do I call him dad?

When he makes my world crawl and scrolls
Back to evil.
When he turns my butter
to bitter.
How do I call him daddy?

He just turned my life
back to square one
Back to the misery
I experienced back in those days.
How do I call him daddy?

Where everything seemed impossible and world turned against me.
Almost losing my life
to these vulnerable valtures of dark forest
Thats smelling seeds of dirty deeds indeed.
How do I call him daddy?

Getting things was like getting Xmas once in a year. As he took his time to deliver in time.
Now he's to proud of well educated son, that je never truly support throughout this lifetime journey. How do I call him daddy?

Gone are those days
where you made a yoh! yoh! like a bounce ball.
Gone are those days when I could stand for my own and deliver for myself. Today I am a man of my words
Man of my own.
How do I call him daddy?

My grandmother
Made me believe
She made me stronger
As I was weak
Appeared when I lost hope and smelling death
under the shadow of death. She made me
She built me
She produced a man.
Am man that I am proud to call Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya.

Through sorrows and shame
Through sores stored in sails of pain in Spain.
Through heavyweight spells and sores of life.
I am still alive.
How do I call him daddy?
By Bulelani Happyboy Mbanya

Mom

How do u recall
The day you met my father?
The time you met each other.
Falling for each other
Catching each other
As you were falling inlove
Like teenagers in new love story
You both new comers
Wearing camourflash
With flashy silky sneakers
As you were sneaking around without wonders no wonder.
Where is the love you promised each other about?
The only thing you could see is the kids you have as the witness of your doomed love that fell apart.
My little brother and sister cried all day long
Mummy daddy
And the was no answer
As you were busy with war of your love affection
Affacted us so bad
In a manner that we lost both of you in our sight.
Oh really oh really
This life is a train smash
This life is waste
This life is a curse
I regret the day you both fell inlove
The day you brought us in this crazy world
Your sins and actions
Are all over our territory
We smuggling your dirty deeds like the wind in Bay in Mossel bay.
Life will never be the same we suffer the concenquences of your sins and and doing.
Oh jeez I give up
I cant leave with this pain
Can't bare these sorrows and shame.
Oh life oh life

By Bulelani