Life must continue

 I use to wake up with a smile
Spreading my arms
and opening my heart
setting myself free
Hearing mockingbirds singing in the morning
everything now has gone
Life must continue

Darkest hour began
bright smile flashed away
Arms of protection are folded
open heart is struggling to survive
life will never be the same
I heard my syndicate singing that song
I found out she knew what she was saying
It will never be the same.

Timeless

Implementation

I implement
For my own implementation purpose
Not for majority
but for reality

I implemented my love
I implemented my trust
I implemented my faith
I also implemented my life and my soul over him(God)

I use plantation of my life as a gold
I use my soul as my silver
and my existance as a bronx
I prefer plantation
rather than deforestation

I have acception
That ignore rejection
My life
My soul
My existance
God are in your caught.

Ignorance

I've been Beaten
I've been Ignored
I've been Humiliated
I've been Blamed
I've been Rejected

The was a rejection
Instead of acception
The was loneliness
Instead of happiness
Ignorance was taking place over my life

The were no friends
No one around me
but only the ignored person on shame
feeling the pains
jokes were all over me

I was like a bird flying without wings
Streams were attached
personification rejection was the solution for ignores
The was no shame for falling tears
running away was the only option
That's why I'm alone
At unknow world of pain and shame.

Mediators

An unsolvable x
Between axes
We're the calculators
To solve these axes
We're stuck between these axes

Methods over my heard
Calculations going over my heard
Two axes on silent
The elder brother of quietness
both axes want to be survivor

Hearing
Analysing
Trying win win solution
between these two different emotions
Remember we don't prove other x wrong

We remove brackets
Which cause obstraction
between axes
We're not the favour
We're not the faker
But we're the winners for both axes
That's why they call us Mediators

The route that have not been taken 

It was full of grass
spider webs over it
full of Ant hills
The was not even a single footstep
That's when I started to doubt
I never took it.

The second route was purely clean
Lots of up and down footsteps
that's why I fell for it
But yet it develops some grass
footsteps are just disappearing bit by bit
The choice has changed to chance

People started whispering
When I took the second route
I never took it first
But yet I have learned a lot about it
No more chances but only choices
Remember life is not about chances
Its about choices that we made.

I don't care about what they say

They come up with strategies
They're faces full of assassin smiles
Having negative ideas of killing the mockingbird
Faking themselves to be attractions
Although they're polluters
That producing pollution
On human environment

Name calling
Lame strategies of hopeless
Big mouths that producing destruction on our attractions
All they have is worth nothing
Only truth about me
Its myself and I
I am full of surprises just like a son of God
and I will never die.

What they say

You can see
You can hear
You can find
bad and the good thing about me
But I will never respond on that

But the only truth about me
I am not what they say
I am not they want me to be
They calling me by names
But they wont get my response
I will never respond.

Remember the Judgment day
Who's going to feel the pains?
Who's going to suffer the most?
Who's going to pay back?
To whom?
Remember that that's where I am going to respond
During Judgment day.

Holding

I've been holding
but yet it seems like not
I hold on something
To not let it go
Should I hold on?
Why should I hold on?
Yes you can
Because you did.

Hold my hand
Which get connected with my heart
That generate holding of my heart

Right hand holding love
Left hand holding life
And my middle hand holding my soul
But the is only one men who operate my holding
which is Jesus christ
He said to me "keep on holding"
That's why I'm still holding.

let me hold you
So that you can receive my own holding
I said hold my hand
You deserve my holding
I will keep on holding you
Never lose your holding
Until holding lose you
If it can.

Timeless

I wake up on time
Do my staff on time
Clock is ticking fast
Seconds are ready to produce minutes
Minutes running to produce an hour
I find myself living without time
That's why I'm timeless

No time
But things are getting done on time
I never become hopeless
Although I'm timeless
I started to use my own imaginations
For my own time
Creativity was the only option
to remove timeless
I used my shadow for time predictions
Now I have find myself on time.

A voice

A Voice

I head a voice
A voice of voiceless
Over the mountains
Coming from nowhere
Did you hear that voice?
I head a voice.

A loud voice
The voice is still ringing over my heard
Voice that strikes like a thunderstorm
Human being, Animals, Reptiles all were shocked after the voice
Clouds formed to darkness
Clouds cover the sky
Rain occur
Its still falling
I wish you could see

After the rain
Flowers are greener
Sunshine above clouds
Animals are dancing
Birds are singing
Voices of defferent birds
Beauty of nature appears
Wild creatures are singing and dancing
The nature is amazing.

Broken heart

Broken Heart

Personal disaster
Erosion accured
Eroded hurt with cracks
Innocent heart on pains
Purely well developed heart on shame
No miracles to renovate
Only the mouth of heart breaker to heal.

Expactations

Expectations

Expecting love
Receiving  last
Expecting togetherness
Receiving loneliness
Expecting happiness
Receiving sadness
Expecting softness
Receiving roughness
Expecting a new day
Receiving same day
Expecting smile
Receiving long face
Expectations can't  be real
Until you make them real.

Solo Night

Solo Night

Two roads in life
One to the brightness
One to the darkness
The is a decision between them.

Darkness of the night
Fears of human being
Tears dropping down
Hunger that coming from nowhere

One mistake
One fear
Lots of regrets
At no men's land

Ups and downs
Climbing mountains
Hunting your bright future
Trying to find who you are exactly

I've been there
I've been hunting my future there
I've been looking around me all the time
Vegetation around me
Mountains around me
Conversation of animals during the night
Nothing turned to be something for real.

When things goes wrong

facebookWhen things goes Wrong

Cut and paste
Watch and learn
Dig and keep
Remember not to hide what you have dig

Spread your truth through open ears
Master each an everyday challenge
Don't shake
Don't  fake
Don't hate
Remember that you try to heal your self

Release your stress
Instead of regrouping
Speak out to heal Reject loneliness
Take a step forward
Open your heart and Listen to heart.

Living Icon Mr Nelson Mandela

Living Icon Mr Nelson Mandela

A toll tower of pica
Loud voice when he speak
Gifted hand which receive wisdom
He decided to stand for his nation
He decided to heal apartheid by freedom
The were no medicine for hatred
But only the peace to heal.

Freedom standing on the mountain
No one to grab
No one to take it
But only Madiba magic to bring it to the nation
With unshakable hands.

No streams attached
No game no pains
No blood
No death
No shame
But only the peace on the nation.

Unity
Humanity
Tolerance
Forgive and forget thats the air we breath in South Africa

My South Africa
Your South Africa
One Nation!!!

A SONG OF OLD MEN

I am struggling to survive
No work
Nothing on the table
No  education
Results in darkness

If was educated
My parents tried
But I fed up
Then my parents gave up on me
Today I am nothing
Who must be blamed

Today I am crying
Furrows of tears on my face
No food to eat
But only water to drink and sleep
I never thought of this drought
Today I am crying
and I am still crying for my waisted time.

Believe it or not

I am not living in the
world of shame
That brings me pain
That can take me to jail
Instead of fame
I want to be a pain
So that I cannot feel the pain
I am running out of words
Because of shame
My mouth is full of surprises
Just like a son of God
I am chewing words just like a bubblegum
Believe it or not I am the truth its self.

A Secret Heart

A tender heart
A conserver
A truth its self
No hide and seek
A source of love
Sharing and caring
Truth
Honestly
No favours
No games
No pains
But source of happiness in human being.